Recently met someone special
Uniquely someone who no one could replaces
He definitely took my breath away each time he smiles to me
One word to describe him: Unbelievable 😌
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Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Struggling ~
Recently had been so busy with my school work and freaking tired.
I could hardly have a good sleep for many weeks.. shit to my school work..
struggling for reports writing and peer teaching.. i wish all this will be over soon..
I could hardly have a good sleep for many weeks.. shit to my school work..
struggling for reports writing and peer teaching.. i wish all this will be over soon..
Sunday, January 8, 2012
First Week of Jan 2012
New school term had started.
Lots of things had to come into place and there's many conflicts during the new Semester Re-grouping.
the most terrifying things is to have peer teaching in your own group. Its really my last chance to strike and I must not fail. I have to make all this happen and get my diploma.
I couldn't survive on the salary for the current job I'm working now. Please, show everyone what I have.
New year starts, there's many programs and challenges that will be set and i have to work harder and mustn't make any more sill mistakes to prove that I'm incapable.
I hope that I will be fine and working hard towards my goal that I set for myself.
"never lead failure to chance"
Lots of things had to come into place and there's many conflicts during the new Semester Re-grouping.
the most terrifying things is to have peer teaching in your own group. Its really my last chance to strike and I must not fail. I have to make all this happen and get my diploma.
I couldn't survive on the salary for the current job I'm working now. Please, show everyone what I have.
New year starts, there's many programs and challenges that will be set and i have to work harder and mustn't make any more sill mistakes to prove that I'm incapable.
I hope that I will be fine and working hard towards my goal that I set for myself.
"never lead failure to chance"
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Never ending story_1 Jan 2012
Been bothering me for the past few days on our yearly Reunion dinner restaurant booking.. Finally finalised the booking, decided on the menu & paid up, I thought it's finally over .. How would I know what are you thinking? I'm not the roundworms in your stomach, I can't predict what you are planning.. it's so unfair to me for pushing everything to me when you didn't tell me your plans and expect me to perform them..
Tired of your non-stop DJ remix.. Sick of having an shadow following me everywhere I go.. Frustrated over trivial matters happening everyday & 24hours ..
Stop asking me to do tasks for you after midnight 12.30am..
I have a full time job & a part time studies .. I don't even have time for the other half, don't have time for myself, I still gotta do another "part time" maid when I'm home..
What's the definition of home?
If I could live alone, I will be much happier..
Tired of your non-stop DJ remix.. Sick of having an shadow following me everywhere I go.. Frustrated over trivial matters happening everyday & 24hours ..
Stop asking me to do tasks for you after midnight 12.30am..
I have a full time job & a part time studies .. I don't even have time for the other half, don't have time for myself, I still gotta do another "part time" maid when I'm home..
What's the definition of home?
If I could live alone, I will be much happier..
Never ending story_1 Jan 2012
Clock striking 12am in 10 mins time .... Time seems to passing slow..
I really hates to be at home when she is at home too.. The happiest time will be working..
I realized even I have to tolerate nasty, diffcult, demanding customers, I'm far happier than spending my time for that short few hours at home..
No matter what I do will be a wrong move & wrong decision, in that case, why must I come home early? Everytime when I feel exhausted after one day's work, I wish to rest at home like the others, but when I steps in, I immediately transform into a maid : I need to start working again..
Tired of this life .. Tired of mental stress contributed from all areas..
My whole life had been controlled, why would I want to be surrounded by people that might have the possibility that we will have conflict with after i settle down with dear?
I can independently support myself and live my life myself.. Really don't wish to stay with your parents if we settle down.. After a day's work , still have a force a smiling face to greet and serve them .. Is this the life I'm looking for in the first place?
Dear, I really hope you can understand me & stop putting me in a diffcult spot ...
I really hates to be at home when she is at home too.. The happiest time will be working..
I realized even I have to tolerate nasty, diffcult, demanding customers, I'm far happier than spending my time for that short few hours at home..
No matter what I do will be a wrong move & wrong decision, in that case, why must I come home early? Everytime when I feel exhausted after one day's work, I wish to rest at home like the others, but when I steps in, I immediately transform into a maid : I need to start working again..
Tired of this life .. Tired of mental stress contributed from all areas..
My whole life had been controlled, why would I want to be surrounded by people that might have the possibility that we will have conflict with after i settle down with dear?
I can independently support myself and live my life myself.. Really don't wish to stay with your parents if we settle down.. After a day's work , still have a force a smiling face to greet and serve them .. Is this the life I'm looking for in the first place?
Dear, I really hope you can understand me & stop putting me in a diffcult spot ...
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