Been bothering me for the past few days on our yearly Reunion dinner restaurant booking.. Finally finalised the booking, decided on the menu & paid up, I thought it's finally over .. How would I know what are you thinking? I'm not the roundworms in your stomach, I can't predict what you are planning.. it's so unfair to me for pushing everything to me when you didn't tell me your plans and expect me to perform them..
Tired of your non-stop DJ remix.. Sick of having an shadow following me everywhere I go.. Frustrated over trivial matters happening everyday & 24hours ..
Stop asking me to do tasks for you after midnight 12.30am..
I have a full time job & a part time studies .. I don't even have time for the other half, don't have time for myself, I still gotta do another "part time" maid when I'm home..
What's the definition of home?
If I could live alone, I will be much happier..
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Never ending story_1 Jan 2012
Clock striking 12am in 10 mins time .... Time seems to passing slow..
I really hates to be at home when she is at home too.. The happiest time will be working..
I realized even I have to tolerate nasty, diffcult, demanding customers, I'm far happier than spending my time for that short few hours at home..
No matter what I do will be a wrong move & wrong decision, in that case, why must I come home early? Everytime when I feel exhausted after one day's work, I wish to rest at home like the others, but when I steps in, I immediately transform into a maid : I need to start working again..
Tired of this life .. Tired of mental stress contributed from all areas..
My whole life had been controlled, why would I want to be surrounded by people that might have the possibility that we will have conflict with after i settle down with dear?
I can independently support myself and live my life myself.. Really don't wish to stay with your parents if we settle down.. After a day's work , still have a force a smiling face to greet and serve them .. Is this the life I'm looking for in the first place?
Dear, I really hope you can understand me & stop putting me in a diffcult spot ...
I really hates to be at home when she is at home too.. The happiest time will be working..
I realized even I have to tolerate nasty, diffcult, demanding customers, I'm far happier than spending my time for that short few hours at home..
No matter what I do will be a wrong move & wrong decision, in that case, why must I come home early? Everytime when I feel exhausted after one day's work, I wish to rest at home like the others, but when I steps in, I immediately transform into a maid : I need to start working again..
Tired of this life .. Tired of mental stress contributed from all areas..
My whole life had been controlled, why would I want to be surrounded by people that might have the possibility that we will have conflict with after i settle down with dear?
I can independently support myself and live my life myself.. Really don't wish to stay with your parents if we settle down.. After a day's work , still have a force a smiling face to greet and serve them .. Is this the life I'm looking for in the first place?
Dear, I really hope you can understand me & stop putting me in a diffcult spot ...
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